I'm just praying hard that it will end soon...stop asking me about my brother's issue.

11 January 2010 - A fresh Start

The day of my first marketing job and i really appreciated that & especially to someone my manager thank you for the encouragement of your meaningful & useful words as well as quotes. If u're reading this post i hope u can hear me that i had digested all your words into my heart & mind. I have a love & hate relationship with January. Why? I love it because it symbolises new beginnings, new opportunities as well as new dream to aim. I hate it because it reminds me of how time files and all the missed opportunities & possibilities that i didn't act upon in the past 12 months. Yet, strangely i approach the first month of 2010 with the optimistic attitude to face the real world. No more excuses No more laziness No more procrastinating Don't look back, look forward. I had learned alot things through 2009 so i gonna be strong & with my positive attitude. Everything happen for a reason. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

been very lazy to update & i think my blog been having virus can't log in at all! Think i will update soon let me go check wad happened arghhh

Do you know the meaning of FRIENDS?

Friendship is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge,Esteem and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the TRUST that someone or something will not harm them.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis: the tendency to desire what is best for the others, sympathy and empathy, honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart, mutual understanding.

Out of sudden i was down but again up. I set positive mindset if posisble but somehow the feeling is sucks as somehow that particular someone bring back those bad memories. I think no one can understand how i feel. Yes, you can say me why always so negative & emotional but is not i want is the heart that controls my feelings it goes. Used to be very super extreme negative because i used to have a perfect picture like how i going to have my life in future but everything just gone & dissapeared. Even until till now i do can't forget about it. Anyway, i'm fine. I will stay strong again to be a happy-go-lucky girl. Because i tell myself i keep still hang on there nobody is gonna help me to climb out of this shadow of darkness. Lucky, i have nice friends around who very care & concern every lil stuff of my problem i believe those who are very close to me jolly well understand my whole entire stories...

Met up with my maggie mummy again for our fav sushi session & girly talk i love that! Have a cam-whoring session too shall catch up again with her & gonna meet up my god-daughter one day! Because i am still coughing so better not to find her or else i dun want to spread any virus or sickness to her.

The path to happiness

Recently, i read this book called " The path to Happiness". Just wanna share with anyone who read my blog i think those words are really good.

Setting a positive motivation the first thing in the morning is very beneficial. When we first wake up, our mind is very subtle & delicate. If we set a strong positive motivation at this time, there is a greater chance of it staying with us and influencing us throughout the day.

If you have a problem and you can do something abt it, there is no need to get anxious abt it because u can actively do something to solve it. On the other hand, if there is nothing u can do to solve it, getting anxious abt it is usless - it won't fix the problem. So either is the way you look at it, whether the problem is solvable or unsolvable, there is no sense in getting anxious or upset abt it.